I had to move back to Montana after spending a dreamy year in California. Does this bother me? Heck YES! Looking back in hindsight, I probably could have landed another job before my severance ran out – but I panicked, so I guess I’m mad at myself more than anything for that one.
I used to draw SOMEthing every single day, whether it was on paper, a napkin, a piece of cardboard…..SOMEthing, yet I’ve not picked up a pencil in a VERY long time. Does this bother me? Heck YES it does. I shouldn’t let life get so out of control that I can’t do the things I enjoy.
Ever since moving back to Montana, I’ve hardly donned any of my fabulous fashions that I love to adorn so very much. Does this bother me? Heck YES! I shouldn’t let the stereotypical lifestyle of the area get through to me like it does. Bad thing is…..people know who you are, where you work, etc….and it eventually comes around…..BUT…..I shouldn’t let it get to me.
I guess while writing this, I’m realizing that I’m just pissing in my own soup, and I should just get up and DO something about it. I need to take control of things again, DO the things I enjoy, and stop worrying about it! After all….since when does living take a back seat to life itself?