I haven’t done a thing to my websites in quite some time, and it’s really bugging me. Every night I think about it while I’m working, yet by the time I get home and get everything settled down, I’m just too freaking tired to do it! I keep thinking I need to draw more, but never get around to it. It’s like my days are get up, eat something, go to work, get home, and then relax a bit before going to bed. Is that a life? I don’t think so. Then my day took another turn down the downward spiral when I send a curious e-mail to one of my favourite artists, and she kinda blew it back at me, which I know isn’t her fault, but still felt kinda like someone slapped me upside the head with a salmon.
I guess I should just pour my creative efforts into what I’m doing and not really expect anything else other than my own sense of satisfaction out of it. I know I do good things, but it’s nice to hear nice words back as well. I’ve been eyeballing Jin Wicked’s works on her site, and she has a really nice layout. I think I can make nice enough artwork to embellish in my scanner and then put up on my site, so why not? Guess we’ll see how everything looks on the next go-round! One of my friends at work has a graphics tablet that he might be putting up for sale, so we’ll see if it’s any good, and if I can work with it. If it does, then we’ll haggle price-wise from there. Who knows? Maybe I’ll have a new way of doing things! That wouldn’t be such a bad thing…..just a matter of getting everything lined up now…*sigh*….as Murdock says…I’m working on it.