I acquire things that I think I can use creatively, but seem to fall short on time to be able to use said tools. Pretty ironic if you ask me. I wanted a tablet for a long time so I could do my art on my computer and be able to make all sorts of neat effects and post them online – doodled with it a bit, and now it sits. Wanted a nice video camera to shoot videos with, and maybe put them together with effects and music – again, time strangulation. I just never have enough hours in the day, so I go back to the one thing I enjoy along with all the rest – my fashion taste. Heck….if I’m going to be spending time with people and going from place to place, why not at least enjoy ONE thing I like doing.
Now purpose….that’s one thing I never seem to run out of, thank goodness. I now have a sense of ccnter, direction, and yes…..PURPOSE in my life now that I’ve finally figured my life out to some degree. I have a strong will to see things through, and that will carry me through this whole transition thing we’re going through at work. I’m going to keep a positive outlook on things, because if I just sit there and worry about it, it’s not going to help me, and it’ll just drag me down. This too shall pass, and everyone who says it’s the end of that era, and to think about finding another career, they can all take a hike. I have a strong belief that nothing bad is going to come of this, and that will keep me going each and every day.
Oh….and in case you’re wondering, I still adorn birfurcated garments – no skirts and certainly no DRESSES in my future – so don’t panic (although I have heard people do like skirts/kilts – yes, I know there’s a difference there). I know my limits. 😉