This year, the cat has been let out of the bag, and all that goes with it. I took a deep breath, cleared my head, and thought about what was worth it, and what was not.
I decided that hiding within myself was not working anymore – especially after being free once before, so that just had to go. It was something I felt I needed to do, so I did it. I laid out all the cards on the table, and for good or for ill, I was ready to face the ramifications of my actions and decisions.
To my surprise, the leap of faith yielded some pretty amazing surprises and comforting thoughts. I have been told that things happen for a reason, and they do.
So…..what comes next?
I have made decisions recently that I feel will have good benefits in my life, and started on my road to better health and inner strength. Thankfully, I have many friends now – some that have stayed with me through the years – you have no idea how much you truly mean to me, and a lot of new ones both close and far away – welcome to the circle.
My head feels clearer than it has in some time, which means I may be able to start writing coherently again and make some good works out of it. The stability I have enjoyed over the past 6 years has really taken a large weight off my……shoulders, and I can breath again.
It’s hard to describe the many levels of wonderful this past year has been for me in many ways, but those of you who truly know me do know what I’m talking about. Thank you for everything.
Now…..we see where the path takes us.